Day 112: Fear of Crowds

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I don’t like crowds. They make me claustrophobic and anxious, and I feel fearful that someone might touch me, or steal something, or start pushing and I’ll get hurt or that I will lose my kids or spouse. Yes, I have a hyperactive imagination, and usually don’t let fear take over, but today I did feel vulnerable.

Today the protesters were swarming all around our hotel. The helicopters were buzzing over head. Police vans were lined up, 5-10 vans long with flashing lights. Motorcycle cops were buzzing around. Police officers with riot gear were prepared to fight and protect people and businesses.
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The place we got lunch our first day in town was being attacked. Luckily they have metal sliding doors to protect the glass, and Starbucks and Pan closed down. Most of the shops were closed down on the street where we had breakfast yesterday. It was very eerie. People were swarming and chanting and yelling and littering and were generally upset.

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As I was getting ready to leave the hotel, my Spanish phone sent me a text message saying I was out of Euros. I had bought a prepaid sim plan so I could communicate with Jeff via text. Luckily the Phone house was still open and the lady that helped me 2 days ago was there to help me today to top it off and reconnect me again! Phew – one less stressor!

I was very uncomfortable and just wanted to leave but feared the trains wouldn’t work. Luckily they did, they were just running less frequently than usual and were packed. We decided to get to the airport quite early, before rush hour, just in case. Luckily our flight isn’t cancelled (yet). Jeff was at his conference this morning and left a bit early too. We were able to meet up at the final tram stop at the airport. I was so happy to see him and to feel safe again.

At the airport, the protesters have blanketed the departure area with large stickers, everywhere. I’m glad they aren’t here now, but the mess remains. And it’s eerily quiet here. Most flights have been cancelled. We still have 2 1/2 hours to wait for our departure. I’m praying we can get out of here!

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** We made it home safely!!! So happy.

5 thoughts on “Day 112: Fear of Crowds

    • Thanks, Kris. I was really happy to be home too. Happy Thanksgiving to you too! We are having a potluck dinner with some American friends on the Saturday following Thanksgiving, as it is not a holiday here. I’m really looking forward to the celebration, though and my parents will still be with us, so it should be quite fun. xo

    • Yes, I believe so. They are angry with the banks for evicting homeowners for not paying their mortgage. 25% of young people are unemployed there. They are angry over the state of the economy, I guess and want more social benefits.

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