I have mixed feelings about awards ceremonies. As much as I love sharing the joys of life, awards ceremonies feel funny to me. They are not my favorite.
I am not the mom who put the bumper sticker on my car, proclaiming that my child is great.
Maybe it’s because this type of celebration is personal and doesn’t define my child to me. I don’t like the pressure, even though I have the expectation for them to be their personal best. And I don’t like singling them out. I prefer the connection with their peers and teachers and family and teams, as being a part of the whole.
I think I like the ordinariness of life and them just being, doing what they are doing and I don’t need an award as a receipt or acknowledgment of their success. And I don’t want others to feel less.
Awards measure what is tangible whereas I value more what is intangible: their character, and kindness, their ability to love others, their patience and determination to not give up and to work hard. Maybe the awards reflect some of these intangible values as well.
I do appreciate the awards and recognitions however they don’t bring as much joy as I would expect and that’s confusing to me. It feels like another one of those yin and yang moments. I am thankful for their hard work and that there is a way to recognize them, having us pause and to be present and to focus our awareness on all that is good in this moment called Awards Night.
Congratulations to all the awards recipients today! I guess I do kinda like awards after all, and you deserve the credit and acknowledgment for your good work.
Whenever I get comfy on the couch, our cat jumps on my chest and snuggles in too. He can’t get close enough and it makes everyone laugh. I think he chooses me because I’m always warm. Juliana thinks he picks me because I’m the one that isn’t needy or wanting of his attention. I am definitely his favorite human at least for now, as we were all sitting on the couch and he wouldn’t leave my lap. Jeff gets such a kick out of our dynamic.
This was just one of the Sunday moments that made me smile.
What made you smile today? Have a great week, BeLOVErs.
I like to see the good in this world and focus my attention here. I choose to celebrate life daily, finding a nugget of happiness even on the less than perfect days.
And even on the almost perfectly imperfect days, while I’m celebrating a moment of joy, I am aware that others are suffering.
Today I was filled with joy, anticipating Christian putting on his first tuxedo as he was going to prom tonight. I was admiring my baby and how he has grown up into a tall, kind and handsome young man. I enjoyed watching my husband help him with his shirt buttons and cuff links. I loved watching his transformation in front of my eyes.
And while I was enjoying my moment of joy, I was thinking of Chase and his family and feeling their sadness. It’s been a year and a half since he passed away and it just doesn’t feel fair. Life just is. Yin and yang. Joy and sadness, swirled.
As we were getting ready, I happened to glance at Facebook and learned that my friend’s daughter passed away from a horrible disease, cystic fibrosis. I felt for their family and the pain they are experiencing today and that will continue. I was crying tears of happiness and sadness at the same time.
I think we are all connected and that their children, are our children. And their pain, is our pain. And the other mamas, are part of me too.
As I was feeling joy and celebrating my son tonight, I was also feeling sadness for their loss. Yin and yang. Life is. Not fair. It just is.
nAMaste, BeLOVErs – wherever you are in this moment of life.
Rest in peace, Hunter.
Just watching spring unfold.
How was your day?
I am not an animal lover and so maybe my animal is just a human lover. Our family cat has chosen me as his favorite human.
It probably goes with the yin and yang principles of life. Since I’m not needy of the cat, the cat needs and wants me. Hmm…my cat is teaching me new tricks! 🙂
Have a good weekend!
If you asked me if I ever would have a cat, the answer would have been never.
If you asked me if I would ever live far away from my family, the answer would have been never.
If you asked me if I ever wanted to go back to work again, the answer would have been never.
And yet, I have a cat and actually have two. I’ve lived far away from my family for 25 years, longer than I ever lived with them. And I love working again and never wanted to go back.
I am content in my NeverLand.
What have you said never to and are doing now? Never say never.
Light always overcomes darkness.