It was the straw that broke the camel’s back.
This is an idiom which alludes to the proverb “it is the last straw that breaks the camel’s back”, according to Wikipedia, that describes how a minor routine action causes an unpredictably large and sudden reaction, because of the cumulative effect of small actions. (Wikipedia)
It was going to sleep that finally broke me. I thought I slept wrong and it caused my neck to seize up. But I knew it wasn’t just sleep. My neck and shoulder and arm have been hurting for literally years, with headaches almost daily. I’ve done hardly anything to fix it, except hope that it goes away. Hope failed.
After 4 days of continuous pain, I finally went to see the doctor. She noticed that my left shoulder was an inch higher than my right. She referred me to specialists and prescribed muscle relaxers and told me not to play tennis for a week or two. *big sigh*
I knew something was wrong, and yet I didn’t want to take the time to go to the doctor and to seek specialty care. But denial doesn’t change what is. My positive thinking didn’t make it better. I had to slow down and since I didn’t do it on my own, my body took over for me and stopped me in my tracks. The best part of being in pain is the empathy I feel for all my BeLoveRs who carry pain with them as part of their daily lives. Pain hurts and robs us of opportunity and freedom and lowers our levels of happiness because our focus is on our body and not so much our experiences.
I was lucky to get in with a chiropractor last minute today and was a little scared. I have never been before and I am not one to go to the doctor unless I’m “dying.” He was very nice to me, and explained everything before starting his adjustments. As he started examining me, he told me that my body was in the red zone, and that my nerves were on fire. I could hardly move my neck from side to side nor up nor down. That is not something you really want to hear, and yet it did validate everything my body has been screaming at me.
He noticed that one of my legs was “longer” than the other, which justified the work he was about to do. He cracked this, and moved that and rubbed here and pulled there. It was scary and relieving and he restored about 40% more movement to my body. He said that our bodies need maintenance, just like our cars do and that mine was way over due for servicing, or something like that.
I did notice a difference after seeing him and was thankful for his work and squeezing me in at the last minute.
I need to rest and go back again in a couple of days. I think I’m looking forward to the massage portion of this treatment plan the most.
Maybe that person can turn the straw to gold! 🙂
Be well, BeLoveRs. Take care of your one little body.
7 thoughts on “The Straw”
Glad to hear you finally went to the doctor & hopefully he can get you back in shape-REST!!! XO
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Hope that massage therapist is good! I nominated you for a Liebster Award. 🙂 I understand if you don’t want to answer the questions as it takes a bit of time, but just wanted to give you props.
Awe, thank you so much for thinking of me. I am honored. 😉
I hope today was a bit better for you.. Being in pain is an interesting thing… It’s no fun. Period. But, it does open up other opportunities that we might not have seen or have had time for. When I had knee surgery a year ago, I was not able to do any running or physical activity for a long time… I went a bit crazy, but what I did have time for was slowing down… Slowing down to visit with my family and friends more, slowing down so I could read, slowing down so I could enjoy the moments that came my way. I look at it as a gift. I am not able to run as much as I once did, but I have substituted the time for other wonderful things in my life. It’s a new kind of normal for me and I like it. I wish less or no pain for you Adriana and hopefully a full recovery so you can enjoy your life again..😊
Thank you for sharing your pain and recovery story Christine. I am happy for you and I like your perspective. Be well.
Take care, Adriana. I hope the treatments and rest help.
Thank you Sara. It’s slower than I thought but I am being patient. I hope your foot is doing well. I am thinking of you and your healing too. Be well, my friend. xo