Tragedy

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It was foggy on Tuesday. I was happy to see the grey skies and enjoyed the cool air and putting on a sweatshirt, feeling cozy and ready for the change in seasons.

But who knew that the change was going to last forever this day and that the fog probably won’t ever lift, even after the sun began to shine again?

We have lost a young, loved one in our family and we are broken.

I’ve sat frozen and cried and haven’t been able to think or do much of anything and haven’t wanted to be happy or write or share, out of respect and out of shock.  I’m just going through the motions of living, in a fog and waiting. I don’t know what I’m waiting for. I think maybe I’ll feel better once I get to go home and be with my family.

I know how to be happy and I’m learning how to deal with grief, but I’m not doing a very good job at it.

I’m not looking for sympathy.  I know that everyone has to struggle in life and that there are no guarantees, and sometimes life can be really painful.

I wish no mother ever had to lose a child.

I wish for peace and healing for my family.

I wish that children could be protected from pain and stay innocent.

I wish you love.

Namaste.

18 thoughts on “Tragedy

  1. Oh Adriana, I am so, so sorry! Praying for you and your family. I am here for you. Please let me know how I can help. Lots of love to you.

  2. Holding you and all the family in my heart. Wrapping my arms around you and holding you tight. Love you my sweet niece. Aunt Weezer.

  3. Adriana, all the things you have wished for…I wish them too. 😢. There will never be any words in this world to make you feel better, there is only love and I hope you know how much I love you and will always be there for you and my family.

    Aunt Toni

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