One Year Ago Today…

One year ago today we were on an airplane, beginning our magical journey to the Netherlands. We were at the airport, crying as we said goodbye and filled with a bit of anxiety, not knowing what to expect exactly.

As we were coming back home a couple weeks ago, I cried again before we landed, so sad to be leaving behind the life we built and enjoyed overseas. I’ve been busy every day since we’ve returned, however I don’t feel quite right or settled yet, even though I’m having fun and am happy to see friends and family again. I feel like I’m on the outside looking in, and everything looks and feels familiar but in a different way. I’m hyper aware and that feels a little strange too. For example, I notice things I would have never paid attention to before like the sheer size of Safeway and the American flag flying everywhere.

I think moving back in the summer time was a great idea, but not having any structure or camps set up for the kids has presented a few challenges. I’m working on that and things are getting better already. I’m sure I’ll feel more normal, next year!! Lets just hope it doesn’t take that long.

How long does it normally take to resettle? Anyone know? I’m sure it depends… I’ll just try and be patient and not worry about it. For now, I just feel mixed.


Mid-state Fairgrounds, Paso Robles

2 thoughts on “One Year Ago Today…

  1. This is a Buddhist quote that may be helpful to meditate on when you have feelings about where you should be dwelling…
    “Do not dwell in the past, do not dream of the future, concentrate the mind on the present moment”.
    This one is good as well, just change your thoughts when you’re feeling overwhelmed. It’s such a powerful tool!
    “We are what we think. All that we are arises with our thoughts. With our thoughts, we make the world.”
    I love how you put your thoughts on paper and live your truth everyday!
    Love you sister!

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